Monday, October 22, 2012

The day before yesterday,Yesterday,Today.

The day before yesterday.
Went to a buffet at Traders Hotel.
A school's Christian Fellowship committee farewell for thanks Yi Ting been helping us out the whole year activities. Really appreciate what she've done for us.
I have learn a lot of things from her too.
She solve many mystery that was in my heart.
Her thought teach to look on things.
Just thanks anyway to you,Yi Ting.
The food in the buffet was that really bad like I thought. It's was normal.
We talked so much during that.
About AMBITION,FURTHER STUDIES and all that kind of things.
We also gossip a little about the school's Teacher&Friends.
I don't actually talked so much about cause I always had my own sweet moment while in school.
I tried to talked to Miss.Wong that whether she can left some jobs to our committee.
If not I'll fell a little useless being a committee and I want her to trust her committee.
After tha lunch,some of us hang out with Yi Ting.
I hate the feeling when we were in 1st avenue is something like I cant loose myself down.
I cant take it easier,it had became a kind of stress after the days whenever I was there.
Yi Ting told three of us ME,SHU YING,SHU YI.
More about being a Christian and what is it about.
But I dont really put all of my effort on what was she talked about cause I cant really relax in that kind of place.
I'm afraid to face it.
When time goes to around 4:30 we left and go to the Church for our Movie-SAVE A LIFE. &BBQ night.
I was still a little nervous when I reached the Church,maybe is because I dont know them and I'm still put of myself down after that.
The movie and BBQ was okay but not like what i expect.


Yesterday
Yesterday was Ginie birthday and it was Sunday so I goes to tuition like every Sunday I did.
After that I go home and prepare myself and rush like hell.
And I finally decided to wore after my mom give me some suggest.
While in mom's way car we talked about the holiday job that I wanted to do.
She was like finally agreed me after those days back fight and after she knows my propose was grab the money and pay for my own cost I wanted to go.
When I reached Gurney Plaza,I first meet up with Ginie.
Actually we was wasting our time before 4o clock cause everyone is not reach yet.
So we spent it by eating and shopping.
After that we really have fun at Angeline's work restaurant.PHOTO's SPEAK! So this is our Birthday girl.GINIE!


Today.
Having assemblage today.
English Garden was wet so we have to stand the whole morning during that things was going on.
Today nothing really special except this cause lesson was not really going on today since there's 15 absent fellow. I tell SHU YI The story about US.
The felling of it.
I can fell my tears in my eyes
But now I'm strong enough to handle all this.The pain.
I dont really tell others how's fell like and no one will understand and have the same felling as me.
It have everything inside there.
Happiness,
Crazy,
Anger,
Jealously,
Sad,
Disappointment,
I love with it and I had died for it.
And now I was a person re-alive.
I cant erase it the past but I'm hoping I'll be better than I thought in the future and this is the only way if I wanted to see him with the real me again.

Gonna speech tomorrow,hope everything's fine.
God bless me.(:

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